When he...

When he makes me blush, I hide it well...at least I try When he makes me smile It lasts for a while When makes my heart melt I want him to do it again And again Cause I love the way it feels When he holds my hand I wish he'd never let it go He doesn't need to say he loves me Cause I already know But I love when he says it Cause I feel it in my heart The memories of his voice linger even when we're apart Our love is like art Beautiful Unique Indescribable No need to understand It is what it is... When he calls me, I answer When he needs me I'm there And... When he asks me I promise I'll say yesssssssss Copyrite by Tamara Cozier 2012

Trapped

I keep finding reasons to hold on
But he gave me a good reason to let go
He doesn't love me and he let me know
Trying not to let it show
That I'm hurt
Feel like dirt
But that's where we come from right?
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Heartbreak is a must
On my life's stage
This relationship is a page
To be torn out
From my book, burnt
But I keep coming back
Like a junkie on crack
I'm a fool and I know it
But I love him
And I show it
Wanna stop
But can't
Like a motorcycle with no brakes
I feel my heart race
Want it to stop
Wanna be free
But I'm trapped
Reason to go
ReasonS to stay
It's like a burning building
I'm trapped
In smoke
Starting to choke
Coughing, but I like it somehow
Cause I'm standing in the doorway
But I'm looking back
At the everlasting flame
Contemplating
Now there's rain
Or so hose
So I run
This time I don't look back
I'm free
Like a bird
But you know what?
At the end of it all
A bird must return to its nest...


Copyright 2010 by Tamara Cozier

Choose

He called me this morning

I did not answer

Because someone else was in my bed

He called me later

I still did not answer

Cause the guilt was pounding in my head

I promised I'd be good

And do only things I should

But I like the way they make me feel

And the things that they would say

Something rude

Dirty

And in my memory it would stay

But I love him

I want him

I hold him in my heart

But the guilt

The shame

It's tearing me apart

And it hurts him

So it hurts me

To always tell a lie

And it's sad

But no matter how I try

I fail

To be faithful

I'm confused

So much to lose

But how do I choose

Between who I am

And who I love...

Copyright 2011 by Tamara Cozier