Choose

He called me this morning

I did not answer

Because someone else was in my bed

He called me later

I still did not answer

Cause the guilt was pounding in my head

I promised I'd be good

And do only things I should

But I like the way they make me feel

And the things that they would say

Something rude

Dirty

And in my memory it would stay

But I love him

I want him

I hold him in my heart

But the guilt

The shame

It's tearing me apart

And it hurts him

So it hurts me

To always tell a lie

And it's sad

But no matter how I try

I fail

To be faithful

I'm confused

So much to lose

But how do I choose

Between who I am

And who I love...

Copyright 2011 by Tamara Cozier