When he...

When he makes me blush, I hide it well...at least I try When he makes me smile It lasts for a while When makes my heart melt I want him to do it again And again Cause I love the way it feels When he holds my hand I wish he'd never let it go He doesn't need to say he loves me Cause I already know But I love when he says it Cause I feel it in my heart The memories of his voice linger even when we're apart Our love is like art Beautiful Unique Indescribable No need to understand It is what it is... When he calls me, I answer When he needs me I'm there And... When he asks me I promise I'll say yesssssssss Copyrite by Tamara Cozier 2012

Trapped

I keep finding reasons to hold on
But he gave me a good reason to let go
He doesn't love me and he let me know
Trying not to let it show
That I'm hurt
Feel like dirt
But that's where we come from right?
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Heartbreak is a must
On my life's stage
This relationship is a page
To be torn out
From my book, burnt
But I keep coming back
Like a junkie on crack
I'm a fool and I know it
But I love him
And I show it
Wanna stop
But can't
Like a motorcycle with no brakes
I feel my heart race
Want it to stop
Wanna be free
But I'm trapped
Reason to go
ReasonS to stay
It's like a burning building
I'm trapped
In smoke
Starting to choke
Coughing, but I like it somehow
Cause I'm standing in the doorway
But I'm looking back
At the everlasting flame
Contemplating
Now there's rain
Or so hose
So I run
This time I don't look back
I'm free
Like a bird
But you know what?
At the end of it all
A bird must return to its nest...


Copyright 2010 by Tamara Cozier

Choose

He called me this morning

I did not answer

Because someone else was in my bed

He called me later

I still did not answer

Cause the guilt was pounding in my head

I promised I'd be good

And do only things I should

But I like the way they make me feel

And the things that they would say

Something rude

Dirty

And in my memory it would stay

But I love him

I want him

I hold him in my heart

But the guilt

The shame

It's tearing me apart

And it hurts him

So it hurts me

To always tell a lie

And it's sad

But no matter how I try

I fail

To be faithful

I'm confused

So much to lose

But how do I choose

Between who I am

And who I love...

Copyright 2011 by Tamara Cozier

I remember

I remember that night
when he covered my eyes
and spread my thighs
A moment of contentment
for him
Was my biggest pain
Shame
Took over me
Look
Look at me!
Stripped, bare, used, abused
Shamed
Don't even know his name
But I know his scent
His groan
The texture of his skin
Smooth, yet rough
Shaved
Sweat dripping from his chest on mine
My favourite dress
Wrinkled, damp, torn
I scream but there's no sound but shhhh...
No hope
So I wait until it's over
But it's never really over
because I remember...

© 2011 by Tamara Cozier

He heart

He say ah wanna teef he head
But he wrong
Ah wanna teef he heart
Caress him, make him mine
Give him a whine
And dine
Ah wanna be d woman in his life
His wife
Ah wanna mother he chirren
Groom and rare dem good
Ah wanna be d one he confide in
D one he love and trust
Ah wanna make him lust
Ah wanna make his lunch
An breakfases too
Ah want God to point we and say you and you
Are a match made in heaven above
Nothing short of true love
And when people watch we an say how
How come is u an he
I wanna say I meet him in d perfect time on d right day
He thought wit he heart ah would play
But ah go play with "something else"
But shhh! doh tell
But hear me well
Ah love him an ah
want he heart
D feelings ah have like abstract art
Nobody could explain it
Not even d painter I say
But everybody know is a masterpiece
Dat cah replicate
So mind he tink ah wanna teef he head
One day he go realise ah wanna teef he heart...

PenSecrets
© 2010 by Tamara Cozier

He said

He said
I've liked her for a while
She's got a natural smile
Beauty from within
And she's strong
Dominant
I like that
She knows how to use her power to pull me in
I like to let her win
Then I'd ask for a kiss
Muah
Ahhhh
I love it
But she's too strong
Its wrong for a man like me
To be feeling like this
Love shouldn't feel like this
Like this
I feel
I feel oppressed
This can't be love from above
She's too much
It feels like oppression

Inspiration: Studio talk 9Oct2010 Icebreaker - Dominant, Oppression, Power, Kiss and Natural

Exam Etiquette (keep close to your heart.lol)

Exam etiquette: if someone is looking at your paper during the exam DO NOT assume they r attempting to copy, they may be ADMIRING your handwriting! "show off" your writing skills.lmao

Exam etiquette 2: If someone keeps asking for extra paper in the exam DO NOT panic, they're just collecting paper for next semester so they won't have to buy a notebook. Its called CUTTING COSTS. lol

Exam etiquette 3: If the invigilator catches u with notes on your hands DO NOT cold sweat, just clear your throat and say "its a new form of Mehndi." Be sure to use henna paste, make it fancy!

Exam Etiquette 4: Always read through the entire paper BEFORE u start the exam. If the questions look too difficult, FAINT for 3hrs then submit a sick leave form.

Exam Etiquette 5: If 30mins into the exam u find yourself struggling to answer questions, ask for EXTRA paper. This way u'll look as though u've already written a lot and those bastards who actually studied will get confused and possibly start panicking. It won't get u any answers but at least u'll have company to feel shitty. lmao

Exam Etiquette 6: If u try calculating how u can achieve "at least" the pass mark in the exam BEFORE u take d exam, u may b suffering from DUNCY BAT syndrome! U can either "admire" sum1's handwriting in the exam OR take a Leave of Absence & come back when u've gotten smart!

Exam Etiquette 7: 30mins b4 d exam ppl r talkin thru theory but it sounds like Greek to u...Do this: start talking educated nonsense just about 15mins b4 the exam & confuse those nerds. U must b convincing or it won't work. Goodluck!


A compilation of facebook status...originals by Tamara. Strategy to ease examination stress

Copyright 2010 by Tamara Cozier